spurtin’ out ma thots

New Year Resolution..? Crap all that, all I care is that i can see my future clearer now……

New job

New house

New life (finally)

New friends

New car (perhaps..?)

New plan (ask Diana)

New season (if you get what I mean)

"You are known to ask questions on why we do this or why we do that, or do it this way or do it that way."

And based on that reason (or should I say; excuse), he expects me to give my best shot for this project. Without any guidelines, examples etc. And I am supposed to start everything from scratch.

What the…..???

Oh nevermind, we are so in love with each other. We can work things out together.. Right, mr. Manager..?

It took her 3 years to actually apologize.

Well, I guess, it’s time to stop the pain that I’ve been holding on all this while………., the first step is to forget and let go.

Dear heart, give me a chance to finally heal.

And yes, I couldn’t say it properly yesterday; you’re forgiven..

1) simply
leaving behind unfinished work to speed up to gombak

2) unscheduled
visit to ateh’s place to freshen up

3) riang
ria bergumbira at BENL’s reunion

4) front
bumper of car was rammed up by a bus at hentian simpang pulai

5) stuck
at ipoh’s HQ
police station for about 3 hours

6) at
least, manage to stay at naufal’s kenduri for about 10 mins (eventho lauk pauk
dah abes)

7) unplanned
visit to kampar to thank mr. nice policeman

8) reach
kl around 8:50pm

9) had
to spend another nite at jat’s uncle’s place

10) [had to]
repeat dinner’s attire

11) bought maself
a golden compass

12) updates session
with syima at starbucks pavilion

13) back home around 4.30pm

14) updates
session with ben (soon)

It feels weird when I’m no longer in control.

But at the same time, i’m able to learn and observe how he handles things in his own way.

It’s time for me to buckle up, relax, and enjoy the journey..