spurtin’ out ma thots

top-left : he’s my business & personal consultant.. (it’s always business, nothing else matters to us.. huhu)

top-bottom: she’s my lifetime physician (mind you, she knows how to ask all those unthinkable & unforgivable questions.. hehe)

right-bottom: she’s my geng gossip & ronggeng.. (bile nak open table lagi ni?)

right-top: he just learn how to explore life way much better than he used to be.. ahahahah.. ;p~

i can’t get this straight. i can’t get it right.

and what am i doing now?

absolutely nothing.

lantak lah.. since when do i care pun kan?

amrahhhhhhhhh…….! tadi tak sempat update….!

strange.

i’m still in no mood to start working actually. well, me being the usual me, never fails to get excited about new things..

but this time around, i guess dat i’m just not ready yet. not ready for the new commitment.

ya Allah, help me thru this. and dearest frens, i need ur support..

but come to think of it again, maybe it is just PMS? ahahaha..

he’s a good friend of my best friend.

he said that my best friend and i are both "cacat"

and i said that he and my best friend are both "pelik"

so..? the worse is definitely my best friend for being both cacat & pelik..

hahaha..

really had a good time & laugh yesterday..

still got few chores to be done.. and a lot of open houses + kenduri invitations (dunno whether i can make it or not)

housemate’s dowries deco, medical check-up, demo desserts for kenduri, kenduri cukur jambul amni, open house kerun (baca: ronggeng sakan).. muahuahua..

well, i guess, the celebration’s fever is not over yet..

and i’m in no mood of working actually.. darn~

well,

prepare for the worst, hope for the best..

that’s all.

strength…., where art thou..?

She’s right, the job is boring and so, I rejected the offer.

I think he was taken aback by my response. I remained calm and hold on to believe that this is not my future, not exactly what I’m looking for.

However, as they keep calling and insisted (baca; begging) me to accept the offer, I think I should give it a try.

Have consulted my family, friends (esp tiha), and I guess, I’m in for the challenge.

They’re happy (obviously), and I’m still not sure whether I’ve made the right decision or not.

Do pray for my well-being eh..