transformation….
June 11, 2007
And trust me.. it’s not towards something better.
I hate to be like this. The bitter and dark side of me. Can’t stop cursing and swearing. Can’t stop the hatred and anger from growing inside me.
Am helpless about this. But all I know, I am not allowing myself to be helped. Last time, Reka got it one from me. I know she was so pissed off and yet, she got the courage to text me craving for justification. What I did? Simply apologised like nothing else matters.
I was like this once.
But with the help of others, adda (to be more precise) and ben, my geng ketupat, my siblings..
I manage to put it to an end.
But now? …………
…sigh…
