spurtin’ out ma thots

The azan was heard.

He paused;

continued the lesson by scribbling on the board.

We;

continued muttering to each other

choosing to ignore the call.

He,

a Hindu.

We,

Muslims.

He said, "I think this is the first time a film has been banned for not being violent enough."

His reminder: Possession of this VCD or DVD in Malaysia is a criminal offence since it is banned. If you are caught with it, you can be fined up to RM50,000 or jailed up to five years. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

Am in a process of getting this [of course illegally] from my friend who’s living in Singapore. Should be able to watch it by this weekend.. Hooray!

Well, the more the government wanted [or actually did] ban something, the more you should take a look at it.. =)

“What
should I do?” she asked desperately. But then, I knew that it was a question which
needs not to be answered. Mind you, if you ever been questioned like that,
analyze the situation first. Then only you know whether it was meant to be
answered, or not. And in my case, I remained silent.

As
always, whenever she told me about him; it’s all about his psychopathic
actions, his weirdness, his inability to understand her.. et cetera et cetera.
So, you can’t blame me for detesting him, can you?

I have
never liked him in the first place, when I learned that he had dared to
challenge her mother regarding their relationship. [Writer’s note: To all of
you, never bring back any “calon menantu” who cannot simply show the slightest
respect to your parents. You don’t have to worship the parents, but the very
least is to show some. It is as simple as that.] But as time goes by, I
accepted him because of her. Because she is my friend, and not because of his
existence alone.

Well, my
dear.

It is not
about him anymore. Now and then, it is all about you. You’re the one who
experience the impact of his actions. So, it is you who need to decide and
after that, act according to your decision. I do think I’ve wasted too many
words and opinions, but if you refuse to act, then it will remain useless as it
is.

So?

Do
not ever ask me again of what should you do, when you already know, something
should had been done long time ago.

You know my
dear,

there was
once,

someone
asked me about this sort-of-whether-to-answer-or-not-type-of-question too.. And
because I answered according to my view, and because I decided to tell her the
reality.. I lost her. And I don’t want to lose you.

Sometimes,
when you ask a question; it is either you are ready to accept the reality, or
it is just that you want to hear those comforting words that will keep you away
from the truth..

his flight to depart from Mumbai was scheduled at 3pm..

6pm on the very same day, Mumbai was bombed

is it fate, or destiny?

definitely it is not his final destination yet..

and I am still in shock to receive that news..

When you are trying too hard to prove that you are a somebody..

That is the most reliable proof that you are a nobody..